J IIII Before getting into this story - you need to understand how toxic this person is to my life, how toxic a relationship and engagement it was. Long story short... We were together for years, we were supposed to get married, we used together, I walked in on her cheating and we split. I … Continue reading J IIII
I wrote your post a week ago and you've been stuck on my mind since. The memories that the drugs had erased are crashing back into me relentlessly. I've been remembering vividly the way your hands fit into mine, the way you'd pull my arm into you while we were cuddling. It's crazy how my … Continue reading Layla Layla Layla..
Nothing I ever do seems good enough for anyone, maybe that's why I am so hard on myself and why I am constantly angry with myself. How could I expect myself to have confidence and an ounce of self worth and pride when I don't get it from anyone else in my life. I'm not … Continue reading It is what it is
Ava is an inspiring woman. She is drop dead gorgeous without even trying but when you get to know her on a more personal level she is also funny and goofy and it makes her ten times more beautiful inside and out. To try and put into perspective the unwavering attraction I had towards Ava, … Continue reading Ava
Coworker: *sneezes* Me: “bless you.” Coworker: *sneezes* Me: “bless you for the day.” ......About 30 minutes later Coworker: *sneezes* Me: “bless you.” Coworker: *sneezes* Me: “bless you for the day.” Coworker: “you can’t bless me for the day, you already did.” Me: “I am Lord of the Lesbians, I will bless whoever and however many … Continue reading Just a day in the life.
I think it’s time I let you go. It feels impossible to do because some part of me will be in love with you for the rest of my life. But the day dreaming, the running in place, replaying my memories... it’s not healthy. I’ve been holding on to the tiniest bit of hope that … Continue reading It’s time
The evening had already been filled with laughter and gossip, catching up on so much news I felt I had missed since the last time we were together. It was a simple evening just the two of us but we hadn’t stopped laughing and gossiping and of course the alcohol flowed as it always does … Continue reading Tiff