As if getting sober isn’t hard enough, I pretty much have to re-learn how to do anything and everything. While using alcohol, drugs or other destructive behaviors I had been numbing my emotions for years. I don’t know about anyone else but when I was drinking, relationships were most definitely not my strong suit; in … Continue reading Learning to love me
What happens when you let the person in the mirror down..
The bitterness of forbidden fruit is irresistible
This will be my last letter to you.I was very young when you left the first time but I was one of the lucky ones because someone did come into my life when I was 4, stepped up and took on what you clearly couldn't and has not left once in the past 25 years. … Continue reading Dear Mr. Aaron,
What's yours, will find you.
Ava is an inspiring woman. She is drop dead gorgeous without even trying but when you get to know her on a more personal level she is also funny and goofy and it makes her ten times more beautiful inside and out. To try and put into perspective the unwavering attraction I had towards Ava, … Continue reading Ava
While it is painful to forget someone, it is also painful to wait for someone but the truest pain, the toughest pain is trying to decide if you should wait or forget. Pain will always come and go. It is just one major component to the grand scheme of life and love. It is … Continue reading Pain
How am I supposed to un-love the person that I can’t let go of?
This is a post to anyone like myself; I am far to forgiving, far too caring and far too empathetic. Yet all of these things make up the person I am. No matter the hurt someone has caused me, no matter the way people treat me or make me feel; I always forgive, I always … Continue reading Dear Heart