J IIII Before getting into this story - you need to understand how toxic this person is to my life, how toxic a relationship and engagement it was. Long story short... We were together for years, we were supposed to get married, we used together, I walked in on her cheating and we split. I … Continue reading J IIII
I wrote your post a week ago and you've been stuck on my mind since. The memories that the drugs had erased are crashing back into me relentlessly. I've been remembering vividly the way your hands fit into mine, the way you'd pull my arm into you while we were cuddling. It's crazy how my … Continue reading Layla Layla Layla..
Nothing I ever do seems good enough for anyone, maybe that's why I am so hard on myself and why I am constantly angry with myself. How could I expect myself to have confidence and an ounce of self worth and pride when I don't get it from anyone else in my life. I'm not … Continue reading It is what it is
Coworker: *sneezes* Me: “bless you.” Coworker: *sneezes* Me: “bless you for the day.” ......About 30 minutes later Coworker: *sneezes* Me: “bless you.” Coworker: *sneezes* Me: “bless you for the day.” Coworker: “you can’t bless me for the day, you already did.” Me: “I am Lord of the Lesbians, I will bless whoever and however many … Continue reading Just a day in the life.
I think it’s time I let you go. It feels impossible to do because some part of me will be in love with you for the rest of my life. But the day dreaming, the running in place, replaying my memories... it’s not healthy. I’ve been holding on to the tiniest bit of hope that … Continue reading It’s time
When I think about "Happy Me" my mind races back to you. It races back to our time together.. Our disagreements and all of our memories. "Happy Me" is playing in snow, laughing out loud. My mind floods with pictures I have cherished since the beginning, I remember your kisses and your laugh. My mind … Continue reading Happy Me
I don’t care what anybody says. Its not hard to be loyal. Its not hard to be faithful. Its not hard to treat someone right. Its not hard to give someone reassurance. Its not hard to stick to one person. Its not hard to acknowledge someone’s worth. Its not hard to NOT break someone’s heart. … Continue reading Love is easy