I wrote your post a week ago and you've been stuck on my mind since. The memories that the drugs had erased are crashing back into me relentlessly. I've been remembering vividly the way your hands fit into mine, the way you'd pull my arm into you while we were cuddling. It's crazy how my … Continue reading Layla Layla Layla..
Layla was a cheerleader at our high school, she was a year older than me so we weren’t really close in high school. When I came home from college in West Virginia, my ex and I had recently split.. it was a very rough time in my life between drinking, drugs and putting myself … Continue reading Layla
While it is painful to forget someone, it is also painful to wait for someone but the truest pain, the toughest pain is trying to decide if you should wait or forget. Pain will always come and go. It is just one major component to the grand scheme of life and love. It is … Continue reading Pain
I think it’s time I let you go. It feels impossible to do because some part of me will be in love with you for the rest of my life. But the day dreaming, the running in place, replaying my memories... it’s not healthy. I’ve been holding on to the tiniest bit of hope that … Continue reading It’s time
There's three sides in this war; me, myself and I. I think all three sides are fighting for the same thing but none want to accept it. I'm not 100% sure where any of the three sides stands firmly on either side of this war though, each day is a different view, a … Continue reading World War III
Pages turn, chapters end and those endings NEVER come out how you would've thought or expected. True colors can be the greatest or the worst experience in your life, people you thought you knew; you discover they're somebody completely different. Time changes everyone, some for better and others for worse. Lessons get learned whether you're … Continue reading Just some thoughts I need to put down.
We all start as strangers, there is no doubt about that. The choices that we make in terms of love are usually ones that seem to be inevitable anyway. We will find people irrationally compelling. We will find souls made of the same stuff ours are. We will find classmates and partners and neighbors and … Continue reading Strangers